seXXX.

i swear o you formspring is the new way to talk shit and no one knows you said it.lol.but aside from all the mess that lingers.there are some real questions that are asked.ok so i've been on this no sex thing for about 7 months now.met a great guy and really got to figure out what it is that i want out of life and in a relationship.now those of you who know me know that i am vulgar and i do love sex.just because i love sex doesnt mean that i have to have sex all the time tho.i dont let it run my life.well anymore anyways...but here is something someone asked me:

Q: how can you like penis but be celibate?

A: that doesnt mean i dont like penis....

then it was followed by....


Q: have u practiced celibacy?

A: i've tried it before i went a year or so...this time around im not really callin it celibacy its more of a break.im just trying to get more in touch with my inner self and figure out what i really want out of a relationship.i do like sex but i know i dont need it.celibacy is serious.you gotta have ya mind right n be ready to go back to living life like when you were a virgin as pure as cocaine..lol...im not trying to put that much pressure on myself...i gotta take this one step at a time....damn i sound like a recovering addict....



now what's your take on this? do you feel as though you use sex as a crutch? is it something you just do? are you comfortable with your lifestyle? im not here to judge or point fingers.i just want to know how you feel.what's going on in your sex life?....anywho...muah kisses.leave me something interesting.and always remember be safe!

a world set aside.

he closes the door and he's alone with her.finally alone with her.away from the cold cruel world.in his own room of peace.he's alone.and every emotion he has he shares them with her and she lets them go in the air.wrapped in brown skin.tastes like grape.but her soul is so green.straight from the earth this girl.she's so beautiful.many names.but universally she's known as mary.



--this is for the smoker in you.even if you dont do it.we all have our releases.music.writing.singing.rapping.etc.--

i love music more than sex.[just rambling on....]

tonight if i seem distant its because my mind ran away with my stereo.my heart beats to the rhythm of a tribe called quest.a few neptune beats.and mos def's voice.*locks the door* now excuse me as i fuck my stereo.

you ever find yourself bobbin yo head hard to a song.screwing up your face.closing your eyes.adrenalines rushing.that's that fornication of sound.

for the fellas its like new pussy.tight.wet.you just slide right in get comfortable and act an ass in that shit.

for the ladies that good dick. just the right size for the penetration.you heart racing.hit that shit just right and you might let out a nice moan of satisfaction.

*excuse me if im too vulgar but frankly my dear i dont give a fuck*

outkast.erykah badu.roots.india.arie.tribe called quest.black star.musiq soulchild.lupe.talib kweli.mos def.pharcyde.biggie.pac.digital underground.digamle planets.brand nubian.black sheep.arrested development.common.the list goes on...

tell you something...

if i died.who would show up to my funeral? who would speak? what would happen to my belongings? where will my soul go? just know i dont wanna be buried.what good is a soulless body in the earth? keep the things you know mattered to me the most.give the things that would matter most to someone less fortunate.wear white on my birthday. call my mom for me and tell her YOU love her. hang out with my lil bro for me. reconcile the relationship i lost with my dad if i dont get to do it first*.have a memorial service and play tell you something-alicia keys.leave all judgment for God to do.if you have any secrets that i havent told the world that will then be your chance.things that made me laugh and cry, share those.i love you all.enemies and all.


depressing? i know...but these are the things that run through my head...




*and ya i did shed a tear here.

im baaaaack!

OK. so i know i've been gone for a minute. ok ok an hour! lol but i'm back in 2010 feeling way more productive. let me update you!

I am now a personal assistant for Tikiglam|Koutourea>>> http://www.tikiglam.com/

its more of an intern than anything but its something to get my foot in the door.

im finally starting school at hcc studying fashion merchandising. school starts next week im so amp'd about it.

but yea that's just a little of whats been up.to start off my blog im going to just post the notes that are on facebook that i feel are blog worthy. more original stuff will be coming.

we honestly need more black on black love.

im so tired of the negativity in this world. i'm tired of our people killing and hurting one another. but what hurts most are the ones with thoughts such as the guy's in this post of facebook.....smh feel free to leave your comments. even though they claim to be joking i dont think its funny at all.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3921736&id=602356605

Pray For Haiti

First and foremost let me start by addressing this very devastating disaster that has taken place in Haiti. The other day this struggling country was hit by a 7.0 earthquake leaving Haiti in shambles and hundreds of thousands dead. Help Wyclef in his goal to help Haiti get back on their feet by texting "YELE" to 501 501 to donate $5. If you know of any other information that you feel I am missing please feel free to leave it in a comment. I know there is a lot of information out there but please be aware of scams. My prayers go out to all of those who were effected. We should all be thankful that God allowed us to wake and see another day.